Quick Update I Guess?

Many things have happened in my life recently. It's not something to be talked about in here especially online. Its sad but what the heck, life goes on. 

On a brighter note, my 3rd sister is getting married next week. It will just be a small family affair, no big void deck wedding as she wants to spent it on her honeymoon! My kind of wedding! Just us family and some close friends. How nice. I have always hated those makciks/pakciks who sing their hearts out at someone's wedding. It's a nuisance if you ask me but then again, it's one of those SG trends which people (i meant the malays) are used to. Anyways, i wish my sister a lifetime of happiness and may he be the right one. Insyaallah. Nonetheless, I love you sister. :D 

My studies on the other hand is about 95% completed. I just have to take the last paper on Dec 13 and thats it for me! I will do done with my diploma! Yippie! I cant wait for that to happen, it is really stressful to study especially when you have left school for quite sometime. Bleargh! Once the certificate is in my hand, i hope to secure a job as soon as possible. Working part time, the $$$ is no fun! only the timing is fun. I am still thinking if i should go back to work with the 'gahmen' or public sector. The entire time, I am unemployed and studying, 2 gahmen agencies have called me up, apparently they viewed my resume on jobstreet. I rejected their offer and told them to call me again next year as i am still studying. I guess having the experience with the gahmen and especially the SPF really helps to boost your resume up. So far jobstreet have informed me that 17 companies have viewed and downloaded my resume. Hopefully when the time comes for me to secure a job, i will be able to do it smoothly. Insyaallah. :)

Oh no, i've got to get ready for work now. (i'm working part time now.) Bye! till next time. :) Adios!

Ramadhan 2013

Assalamualaikum! Its Ramadhan again and Salam Ramadhan to all Muslim brothers and sisters. May this ramadhan is a better one. Insyaallah. 

I do realized that I have not been blogging for so long, that is because i have been super duper busy. Been trying to find time but where is the time? Oh gosh! This ramadhan have been great so far, if i were a kid, i'd already receive some goodies from my parents for fasting. hahaha. I miss being a kid. When i was a kid, all i was looking forward to was the green packets! *evil laugh* I'm pretty sure many of you are like that, eyy don't bedek eh? hehehe. 

As i am sitting here typing this out, I am thinking why the heck am i blogging instead of completing my project which is due for next week. I think i work best under pressure which is the very last minute. You know what i mean right? haha. 

This year hari raya will be exceptionally exciting as my aunty and her family will be flying here from Melbourne to celebrate Eid. The cousins are super excited and we are already planning loads of stuffs for them. We miss them alot and this is the first time they are celebrating Eid here after about 7-8 years? I think, i cant remember the exact number. Even so, it is a loooooong time. 

Okay lah, until next time! Bye! hahahha. Salam Ramadhan to all. Puasa eh, jangan tak puasa! 

Wassalam. :) 

Best?

How will you feel if one day the people you love, care about and cherish found a new friend and forgets about you? I do not know if I should even let him/her know about it but I do feel kind of hurt. It's like people doesn't appreciate your presence even after all the shits you've been through with him/her. The word like 'busy' or 'work' becomes a very good excuse for all this. 

Hey friend, look here, other people work too and they do make time for friends, isn't meeting friends, in a way or another is a form of de-stress, yes? no? I mean after all the shits you do at work? I am not complaining but just penning down my thoughts. I am the type of person, who eventually takes the initiative to LOOK/FIND/SEARCH for you and in any case I do not want to lose a friendship just like that. It takes years/months to build a very good friendship yet some people can just let it go. Friendship or even relationship is not a toy where when you get a new one, you throw the old one aside. Friendship needs to be cherish, I don't ask much but a simple meet up for dinner after work seems to be good enough for me. Don't tell me you don't eat? Of course you do. Just once in a while, catch up session maybe? I am not desperate or anything, I am just upset that my so called once upon a time 'best friends' are now that stranger I used to know. I sound pathetic right? I know. I will just stop looking up for these people since they have somewhat or somehow made the choice let the friendship go. Goodbye.